Dawn
( Aug. 22nd, 2037 02:52 pm)

DISCLAIMER AND WARNING:

Much of this journal's entries contain fanfiction and adult content.

for the Hellsing fics: Characters created by Kohta Hirano.

for the Star Ocean :til the End of Time fics: Characters belong to Square/Enix and were created by a bunch of nice forlks at Tri-Ace.

for the FF7 fics: Characters belong to Square/Enix and were created by Nomura.

for the Torchwood fics: Characters are created by Russel T. Davies.

and for the one and only Cowboy Bebop fic: Characters created by Hajime Yatate


Anyway, I'm not getting any money from these writing ventures, just pleasure and peace of mind.

A small detail reguarding the adult content: Much of it is sexual.  Even more of it involves graphic sexuality between two men.  If you do not want to read erotica and are especially offended by such things, please don't friend me just to tell me I'm sick or whatever.  Ya know...I'm just not listening.

Reno/ciggie
( Feb. 7th, 2010 06:30 am)
 Deleted my lj blog. I just didn't see the point of it anymore. Should DW tank, I can just go back to Insane Journal or create a new lj blog. I have 30 days to change my mind. I don't think I will.
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Bang
( Feb. 5th, 2010 06:57 pm)
 Title: Dignified End
word count: 100
prompt: Shinra
characters: Rufus Shinra, in regards to his father.
rating: PG
disclaimer: Characters created by Nomura and owned by S/E.

summary: Rufus hopes he had an honourable death....

“Dignified End”

 

Rufus stared at the blank screen and was surprised by his emotions. He was outraged that the cameras had gone offline at the time of his father’s death. It wasn’t as though he needed closure, but he’d wanted to know if the old man had begged for mercy or died with dignity. A part of him truly hoped he’d recieved an honourable death. The idea that he’d died a hypocrite angered Rufus even more than the years of abuse and neglect. Instead he was content to think that his father was a man who’d faced  his death fearlessly.

 
READ THIS!

xcomprandomness.co.uk/ff7novels/caseofshinra/ 

Not only is it made of awesomeness but it's absolutely and completely canon. It was written by on of the game's original writers. Basically it fills in the blanks leading up to the events of AC, including but not limited to:

-How Rufus really escaped death.
-Ditto with Tseng.
-A much clearer definition of geostigma.
-The early construction efforts of Edge.
-What Healin(g) really was before becoming a hospital for those suffering under geostigma (although it wasn't real clear where it was although I presume around Midgar or somewhere between Midgar and Kalm).

Other Kickassery:
-Dear dumbfuck fanbrats that tried to tell me my Rufus was "too nice": ORLY? Guess what, my characterization is more canon than any sadistic!bastard!Rufus! personality rape. (Yes I'm having an immaturity moment but it's soooo good to have it validated.)

-My last post has become completely and utterly moot as I have been now proven that I was right all along! At the end of FF7, Rufus isn't 21. He's actually 26.  So now I don't have to do so much tap-dancing around "age issues" should I write any Renoru fic set circa BC.

-Might I still add that Rufus Shinra is a badass? Cos he is. <3

-HOT!TURKS!ACTION!

One thing that sucks: I may have to consider deleting "Road to Recovery" because it has now been rendered AU. I'd consider the same thing for "Strange Bedfellows" but it is award-winning and considered one of the better RenoxCloud offerings out there. We'll see.

Note: The translation is kinda meh, but there is an official version packaged in a massive AC box set of doom--->dvd.ign.com/articles/765/765583p1.html 











Dangerous
( Jan. 17th, 2010 04:39 pm)
 I think I've probably been trying to write this fic for a couple years now. 


summary: Reno's ambition is finally revealed.

“Blind Ambition”

 

 

Rude yanked the black canvas hood off the teen-ager’s head. The skinny, lanky young man thrashed about for only a moment as his eyesight adjusted to the interrogation room’s bright lights. 

 

“What the fuck, yo?” The redhead snarled when he realized that he was cuffed at the wrists and ankles. “Oi, ya coulda just asked politely.”

 

“Shut up,” Rude growled as he smacked him upside the head, though not hard enough to knock him out.

 

“Do forgive my colleague,” Tseng apologized as he sat across the table from his agitated prisoner. “He exemplifies his namesake quite well at times.”

 

“What? Dickless asshole? Too-much-of-a-pussy-to-hit-a-guy-from-the-front?”

 

Rude went deadly still and Tseng could tell that if he didn’t defuse the situation pretty quick,  Mr. Wilder would end up unconscious again. “Rude has his reasons for not wanting to face you, but it has nothing to do with cowardice.”

 

“Whatever. Can we just get on with it? What do ya want to know?”

 

Tseng raised an eyebrow at him, “What makes you think I need to do anything more than verify that we have the right man?”

 

Wilder snorted, “Yeah, or the good enough man. Don’t play me like I don’t know how the company works. I grew up in the slums.”

 

“I know,” Tseng replied softly, “I know quite a bit about you, Mr. Wilder. The question is: Even if you are willing to talk, do you have any useful information for us?”

 

“Call me Reno, will ya?”

 

Tseng made a face, “Is that some kind of street name?”

 

“Nah, I went by stupid shit like Red or Cerulean ‘cause of my eyes. Reno’s my Turk name. Pretty cool, huh? Took me years to think that up--”

 

Tseng cut him off harshly, “Is this some kind of joke to you, Mr. Wilder?”

 

“Do ya honestly think I went to all that trouble gettin’ in with Wall Market’s organized crime ‘cause I wanted that life?” Wilder asked with a note of exasperation in his voice. “Listen, I know all the players and how their business goes down. With my help you could seriously clean house on Wall Market.”

 

Tseng was so stunned that it was Rude who finally spoke. “Wait...You’ll do all that in exchange for....”

 

“I want to be a Turk,” Wilder stated clear as day. “I couldn’t afford the tuition at the academy so I figured out another way.”

 

Tseng finally regained his composure and glared at the young man condescendingly. “If you think the company would hire an uneducated slum brat just because he could offer up a few names, you’re sadly mistaken.”

 

“Fine, that’s cool. You got no reason to trust me,” Wilder shrugged, “Let me be your man on the inside. I’ll bring you information, wear a wire, whatever you want.”

 

Tseng scrutinized him closely. He wasn’t lying; he would risk death for this ambition. Of course it occurred to him that just this sort of dedication was one of the most important trains for  a Turk to have. Still...Wilder was right. He had no reason to trust him. 

 

“Work with us for three months as an informant. If you prove to be as useful as you claim to be, I will talk to my boss about sending you to Junon for proper training to be a Turk.”

 

“Good deal,” Reno nodded. “Now, couldja get these cuffs off me? They’re startin’ to chafe.”

 

“Of course,” Tseng replied as he reached into his jacket pocket. He nodded slightly to Rude, who made a quick hand gesture and muttered an incantation under his breath.

 

Wilder was put into a magic induced slumber within a few minutes and Tseng worked quickly. He injected Wilder with a mild sedative. A sleeping spell was really only good to get someone unconscious without hurting them. It rarely lasted more than a half-hour and Tseng to didn’t want him waking up before they returned him to the slums. He shoved a PHS into the pocket of Wilder’s pants before turning to Rude.

 

“Drop him off at the chapel,” Tseng ordered. 

 

Rude nodded, picked the redhead up, and slung him over one shoulder. After he was gone, Tseng removed the tape from the room’s surveillance camera and headed for the nearest elevator.

 

Finis

Dangerous
( Jan. 16th, 2010 01:42 pm)
 Title: Last Call
prompt: 2am
rating: G
pairing/characters: Tifa, Rude, Reno, Rufus, with a dash of Renoru and vague references to RudexTifa
summay: Tifa gets wistful when she witnesses a happy couple and Rude (finally) makes his move.
warning: m/m implications
disclaimer: Characters were created by Nomura and are owned by Square/Enix.

“Last Call”

 

They came in at two AM. Tifa tolerated them because they tipped well and Rude was sweet to her. Tonight Rufus had come along. Strangely, he was dressed in the Turk uniform rather than his pristine white suit. He and Reno sat at a corner table. They talked softly, leaneing into each other with devouring gazes, and it was clear that they were together even if they weren’t broadcasting it. Tifa wished it could be that way between Cloud and herself.

 

“Hm?” Rude had asked her a question.

 

“Doin’ anything this weekend?”

 

Tifa smiled faintly, “Not really. Why?”

optimistic
( Jan. 12th, 2010 03:00 pm)
 Unfortunately, this is the extent of my ability to finish anything these days.

Always a Turk )
 Title: Leatherbound Memories (part 1)
pairing: eventual Janto
rating: PG-13 for now
spoilers: All of season 1 with references to Fragments
disclaimer: Characters not mine and were created by RTD. Copyrights belong to the BBC.
 
summary: A take on Ianto's diary throughout season 1 with a bit of pre-series meandering.
a/n: I've most focused on making this read realistically as a personal journal, not a first-person re-telling of various episodes. I know I promised an "entry" a day. I now would like to reiterate that promise as soon as I can manage. Be sure, I'm not the sort to just abandon stories without warning. At least ones I've begun posting.
 
II and III )
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 The first entry of my conceptual piece that is Ianto's journal. While I'd like to be able include dates, TW is so bad about its timeline that the only thing I could put is the year and that's just lame. Anyway, my math is terrible. Like I said, my real focus is to make it sound like a journal and not like a first person take on various episodes.

spoilers: All of the first season with references to Fragments
rating: PG-13 for now

~I~ )
Title: 5 Moments of Comfortable Intimacy and One Moment of Pure Lust
disclaimer: Characters were created and killed by RTD and all the copyrights are all on the BBC, no doubt.
rating: NC-17, for some pretty graphic sexuality near the end.

summaries by section: 1-Ianto comes in early to finish up some paperwork, much to Jack's delight. 2-There's a time and a place. Catch the Dr. Who reference if you can. 3-Stakeouts are boring when the mark is actually innocent. 4-Jack takes care of his team in the wake of the horrors of Brecon Beacon. 5-Jack finally lets Gwen go. 6-Stop watch shenanigans, set after TKKS (as if I had to say).

Spoilers by section: 1-None 2-Set vaguely in the time between Exit Wounds and CoE 3-none 4-Post Countrycide 5-Something Blue 6-Post-TKKS

Just Read me )

 
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( Oct. 28th, 2009 08:11 am)
I will officially be back online by this weekend at the latest.

Y A Y! ! ! !
sick
( Sep. 21st, 2009 12:15 pm)
Gonna be offline for a bit. My wi-fi adapter inexplicably stopped working. So public access only until the replacement comes.

Ugh.

I feel sick.
Suit
( Sep. 14th, 2009 05:35 am)
So my birthday is next Saturday. Am I too old to silently count down the days? Probably. Kinda dreading it anyway. I'll be turning 28 and hate how close I'm getting to the age of 30. I feel like I'm running out of time. For what, I don't know.

On a brighter note. here's a birthday wish list. Half serious, half silly.

Things I want for my B-day (in no particular order)

-A iPod Touch, old generation, new, I don't care. I just want one so bad.
-Tom, preferably in a dress like last year (I'll settle for a phone call....).
-To magically lose the the last 10 or 15 lbs to get to my weight goal of 180.
-For the week's salon days to be good and full of money.
-My own serious yet sarcastic (not to mention drop-dead gorgeous) Welshman to serve me coffee in the morning.
-Chase to sing me his birthday song. I miss him!!!!
-To become a fixed point in time and space. Hey, I think I could handle immortality.
-Another pair of those jeans that I just got. Holy shit, it's a fucking miracle.
-A dick for a day. Sure why not?
-A good hair day.
-A good face day.
-For my period to wait one more week to show up....

Bitch
( Sep. 6th, 2009 08:09 pm)
So this weekend I learned how to transfer album covers onto my iTunes. Yes, I know it's supposed to retrieve them for me, but it doesn't. Even though it'll retrieve track listings...odd. Maybe it's because I'm using an older version of ITunes and I can't upgrade (OS is too old for most of the software upgrades out there). Anyway, so I've been jacking album cover pics off Amazon and dropping them into the little spaces where it says "drag album artwork here". Awesome. It's the one thing I've missed in the rise of "burned copies" and MP3 downloading.

Well, there's a lot of things I miss. I mean, there's nothing like the excitement of taking a long sought-after CD home, chipping a nail on the cellophane and sticker that keeps the jewel case shut, and then ahhh...the sweet smell of a virginal compact disc and all important first listen.

That and I desperately want an ipod Touch and I can't imagine it being nearly as cool without the album art. The lone musical note just screams:FAIL to me. I don't know why. And speaking of ipods I am so over mine. Now mind you, it's very old (second, possibly first gen nano), but still. It's been freezing a lot on me lately. Actually, it's been acting up since I formatted it for Windows back when I was working on that fucking laptop. I haven't bothered to format it back to Mac since I started using the iMac, mostly because I'm clinging to some music that's from the laptop, transferred before it died and existing now only on the ipod. However...I'm thinking I might have to just bite the damned bullet. Right now I'm doing the only thing I can do and waiting for the battery to die. Thankfully, its little freezing fits aren't permanent, but sometimes it's really annoying depending on how full the battery was before it seized up.

Heeeyyy...I have photoshop. What am I doing with boring links to stories when I could be making banner links? Hmmm...now there's something to consider.

Still looking for a good vest pic. *sobs openly*




You called it Wufei! XDDD
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Torchwood excuses
( Aug. 22nd, 2009 12:37 pm)
This is totally your fault Wufei. XD

Stained )
Suit
( Aug. 21st, 2009 05:50 pm)
Visited this word generator site that also generates sentences and paragraphs to...curious results. Check out a random pargraph generated from the words "love" and "time travel":

How can love experiment with time travel? Around time travel dies love. The exotic temple deserts the scarf next to a cabinet alarm. Love storms in a heated abuse. Time travel listens under an optic. Why won't the converter elaborate?


Um...whut?

FAIL.

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